dammit janet

so i've been gone for almost a month & thought someone missed me but apparently i was wrong. we made plans for today & now amazingly he's MIA. dammit. this is what i get for thinking that i actually had a shot at a normal relationship. me = dumbass.

mine is an evil laugh!

so i'm still unsure as to where i stand with the boy. spent saturday night & most of sunday with him & i'm still confused. i still feel horrible & do not want to work at all. i was going to vent a lot but now i'm just feeling too blah to do anything. everything is blah.

typical

so i make plans with someone & then proceed to get ready & do all my errands only to be left sitting here. all ALONE. no phone call, no email, no text, no nothing. to think i left early last night so i'd look good. what a waste.
but on the bright side, cute comic guy was there last night & there was eye contact. nothing more but i think there could have been but i have no balls what so ever. let 'em come to me. hopefully at least he found me cute.
as for stupidhead guy, at least i came out of it with an entire series of graphic novels. thats gotta count for something right?