Tuesday, January 15, 2008

i'm not your boyfriend!!

iI really really hate those new tic tac commercials, they're horribly annoying. I digress, both of the previous boys mentioned on said blog have gone the way of the dodo bird. The first one by my choice, i deserve so much better than someone who acts like he's ashamed of me & doesn't know (or care to know) anything about me. The second guy, well I really have know idea what happened, to the point it went from omg you;re so awesome to "I'm sorry do I know you?" Weirdness. So after dealing with a ton of health issues, both mine & my families, i've pretty much gotten an idea of how to control my illness. It's not always fun or pretty but at least I'm starting to know what to avoid.
With the new year I have also removed some people from my life that we're not having a positve effect on it. Just because you were once friends with someone doesn't mean that you're always going to be friends with them. Sometimes you just outgrow people & you no longer have anything in common with them. Which is going to be something that I'm going to work on this year, I need to surround myself with people who I have stuff in common with & who care about me. So while I've removed some people I've added some others. He's funny, smart, adorably cute & actually seems to care about me. Not in a love way, it's way way way too soon for that but it's nice to have someone concerned about me when I'm not doing so good. The age difference doesn't bother me or him apparently & he's already had me out to meet his friends. It's pretty nice.